Sunday, November 13, 2016

The Life Of A Boring Kid

          18. With full of dreams and kind of an idealist person. Thoughts that are beyond of his life and emotions that even he has been surprised by them. He doesn't want to show them and he has been hiding those feelings not because he is afraid of the other people’s thoughts, because he has been looking for something. So many thoughts, sometimes he even doesn't know what to do. Firsts are approaching. First day at the university, first comic book… He has this thing though, sometimes he thinks about something nice, doesn't matter what it is. And then he has this thing, he can feel his heart beating so fast that he knows that he is excited about it. No best friends but he has some… He is thinking how to finish this 5 years journey and it is in English. Watched so many tv series and movies and went beyond. He imagined himself with the characters because that’s his personality. Listens to music and goes to the place where he is the main character. 
           22. Working really hard and at the place that he can’t imagine. Speaking another languages with so many different people. Lost some people but has some new friends. Firsts has become routines. Now he has some doubts about the future and this time it must have more serious than ever. Still he has some excitement as well and he has those old habits that give him the beats. Still imagining himself as the hero and he is proud of that. Emotions. Hasn't changed plus they has grown. He feels like he's getting older in a bad way because he has this child that couldn't do whatever he wanted. Now he does but he has this thing called “I wish”. He is not regretting though but it could have been better. 

        Just a regular guy but he has grown up and he thanks everyone in this journey. Don't get me wrong, the journey hasn't finished. Only a chapter is done and it is called university. Had a party two days ago and he felt something different and he hasn't known what it was and he curious about the next thing. He hopes, he finds the right ways of getting the best. He missed opportunities that’s true. But now he knows that time is ticking. Job. He has one that he likes. Love. Not yet but there is hope for that, too. 

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