The Story of A Young Man

This is story of a young man who has a different choices and interesting life. The life that he sometimes regrets but sometimes he thanks. He has doubts about what to do at the right time and right place. In a modern city like this, he doesn't know what to do. His school, his work, his relationships… There is no plain answer or solutions to those problems. Everyone comes here to save their lives or change their lives, but maybe because he is from here he thinks that he needs to get out of this place. The big problem is this, though. Inside of him, he doesn't want to leave. He doesn't know the answer but he feels like this prison is his one and only home. His family had lived or had traveled before. This is one of his interesting parts, just one of them. He has never left the city; even he wants to leave, he doesn't know where to start with. He only knows this, except everyone who is his life. He has met with so many people. That makes what the big city is actually but, maybe because of his job. He has some doubts about it as well, just like everything in his life. He has met with different people thanks to his job. Sometimes he regrets, sometimes he loves to meet with them. Maybe he has issues with the society because he is young, he thinks that like every young people that people don't understand him. Probably, he is wrong according to life’s unbeatable legacy about teaching the life. He probably will understand that one day. Recently, he has met with a person. That person had a different country, culture and language. Totally and surprised stranger in this bag of flour. He was surprised, too; because it was a coincidence which made him pleasant about it. He didn't even think that that person will affect him since all the life’s problems are enough to him. He has had ups and downs as every human being has in this melting solid. He has done again. Those ups and downs affected him this time big. Morality hasn't been this strong on him. He paused in this machine that keeps going without any ending line and he questioned himself one more time but this time it was a different situation. He knew that the situation was awkward to his past experience. Maybe he hasn't faced with a problem such like this. What was the choices, though. He had known that he did a big mistake. Maybe that is why for the first time, all those problems that he has were pushed away this time. Once he paused the life, he listened to music. That’s his way out because he thinks that all the songs are about adventures and experience of other people’s lives and he has taken the advices from them. He will keep taking advices from other people’s experience and he believes that because he knows for him music is the only way out. The headphones are stopping the beats from the world for only to find some answers about what to do. Maybe that’s why he is alone in this race because he always stops the life and looks other people. He has no experience about how to survive and this makes him the deer in the jungle in front of the jungle. That’s the modern life but now he cannot understand. He will or he won’t… That’s his choice but I understand him sometimes. The reason is simple. He doesn't want to hurt anyone even he makes mistakes that had caused him so many problems including the problem that he has been facing, her. He takes advices because he wants to fix what happened before he put the headphones on. He makes the mistakes knowingly and wants to find solutions right away because he fears that he is going to lose again. Why or what did he make a mistake in the first place? That is the biggest problem of his. Inevitable mistakes because of his ups and down just like his environment which happens to be just like him.