Growing Up

You feel you grow up. Your moves change. The money you spend changes. You start to care about your next move. Even when you are still young. You are afraid of doing something wrong. It is not like the mistake you do in high school. It may affect your life, that’s why you are scared. You notice that you now a part of a greater universe. You feel like you should start doing something for good. Your family looks different to you now. You have some bigger responsibilities than ever.  Even for love, you feel different. Different than ever because you start to feel like you become alone. Not having fun, feeling responsible and sharing thoughts become priority. I guess those things are good. Can’t judge now of course. Even people who are older than you seem strange to you. You are afraid that you will be one of those. Don’t get me wrong… You feel becoming “one of them”. Because you are still young and you want to become a “cool” person when you are at the same age as them. I guess that’s why parenting is important.